You know they all pretend

Where the hell did all that motivation I had a few months ago go? I've been enjoying this time of FAR too much to want to go back to long days of reading in my uni office. It hardly seems worth it anymore. I just want my independence.

The baffled king

Meh!

About blogtime. Today I (and also J) bought a cd from a busker in mornington. He's pretty good for random busker. Speaking of random busking... Who's in? Who wants to take to the streets with me and rock out the streets of frankston!?

Nothing exciting going on really in my life atm so nothing too good to report. Just Amanda. Which is really good on the surface but I'm really paranoid, I've been trying so hard to put aside my insecurities and overprotectiveness and I think I've done damn well to be honest. However there's been a few things that I think most people would be a bit upset about but I don't know how to bring it up. Is it worth bringing it up? I want her to do what she wants, I just want it to coincide with me being happy. Part of me says just to hold tight and sit through it and she'll come around in time but part of me says what if she doesn't? I can't go through it for that long it'll mess me up. El sigh... Just venting.

Also basketball and busking... I need numbers

I'm a brand new sky to hang stars upon tonight

It's been a good while since I've updated this. Now is as good a time as any. Since I last blogged (I think it was that long ago) I have aquired a girfreind though I'm sure everybody is well aware of this now. Seems like a more normal/adult relationship than I'm used to. It's good. Taking some adjusting though, for both of us.

Still can't freaking start my PhD, the guy comes back on Nov 1 so until then I guess I'm just waiting. El sigh. I guess it's good in some ways because I've got heaps of time on my hands to just bum around and do whatever and so far I've not been bored too much (other than now, hence the blogging).

Nothing exciting to report.